I posted over...

here today...about my AWESOME GRAMS who just happens to be another year older...today...or tomorrow...it's honestly a little debatable, but that's an entirely different story.

Thanks for reading,
J.

Oh Lordy be...

I fail. So I don't know how I feel about anything any more which has made this blog more or less obsolete...and my other one was already sort of obsolete anyway so...yeah that leaves me about no where.

Anyway...I last wrote on here...um...well a long frickin time ago...

Since my last post I have gotten back in touch (more so than I was anyway) with Liz mom - she's another of the instrumental women in my life. It is nice to know that even though Kate is gone she has connected me with a few very wonderful people. They have been very helpful. It is also nice to know that Liz feels the same way about Kevin Dean as mom and I do. Interesting revelation and also quite hysterical. It was nice to hear her voice. It had been a really long time since we'd spoken. After Kate died I didn't know where to find anyone and didn't really know what the hell to do with myself. I feel like I've been a little lost since then. That was 6 years ago at the end of May. 6 years is a long time to float around and the first 5 of those I didn't know why I felt lost of wtf had happened. Not an easy thing. So to feel even a little found is a great thing. This is where I have to praise Facebook. Were it not for Facebook and my stalking methods I would have never found my sanity saver Martha or my Liz mom. Anyway, I can't remember specifics of the conversation with Liz...and I probably wouldn't share them with all of the interwebs anyway...probably. Thanks for caring.

Jess